Forever Going On, lmao

Okay so I called up Nabel to ask if that 'annoying girl' was me, she said it wasn't. BUT she sounded PHONY.. but then again, I don't know. 

              Nina, Nabel and Tiqa are...keeping out distance from me. I have no idea why. I know I'm not part of their posse, but I feel its quite rude if you just keep in your 'shell' and try to keep me out of it (I don't think they read my blog, so okay)  I JUST DON'T KNOW. I try to make conversation with them, but no luck. I have no idea what I did wrong, even so, you should tell me, that you are bored of me instead of leaving me hanging. They should realize that I'm not trying to be part of their posse or have all the attention for me, I just like making friends, I likeD being friends with them. Be flattered, not be pushing me away. I know they must think I'm over emotional or sensitive but I'm not, they're treating me differently... AGAIN I REPEAT, I understand if you want some space from me cause all three of you are having a 'secret'' problem that you can only discuss between the THREE of you, but don't push me away, if you have a problem with me, tell me.. seriously, I tk nk dosa semua krne nie. uztaz kan sentiasa kate berbuat baik, layan kwn dengan baik etc etc. but I just.... I'll just wait, maybe they just have MAJOR problems that they don't have time to 'layan' me.. I'm not stupid, so I'm not mad at them or anything, I understand if they just want to be alone with themselves..BUT am motherfucking confused at what's going on with them