Yeah okay fine everyone's on this Hijab-fever, which is actually pretty awesome. Look at me. Macam selekeh tau. Everyone is so precise on their tudung or hijab & me? style 'asal boleh' is my thing. I'm jealous of those who look freaking awesome in hijab.
You know when you hate someone so much but you're just tired of hating them so you think about the history between you two. So then you think you miss them, but then reality hits you and you realize what they've done or what you've done to them and it breaks your heart knowing things will never be the same again.
Whenever shit happens, you have to keep your head up and high and pray you make the right decision, sometimes we get so caught up on one things, we forget the other then everything falls apart.
That's life for you.
& me? I have to make an important decision. To stay or to break up with him. He did something so unforgivable, but he deserves to be forgiven. I know things will change, and that's what I hate most.
He's too good to let go, but I won't play the victim, so he's got to go.
I have no respect for those who act like they know everything, when truth is, they don't know a shit.
I don't mind those who admit they don't know anything on the particular topic. Get a grip. Get a life please. It'll make you seem less of an idiot and more easier to be around with. Obviously. Thank you.
Everyday we'll experience new things that either bores, excites or triggers something, just anything inside us. These things are memories. I know we all wish we an forget about the bitter times and only experience the sweet moments, but that's never gonna happen. Life is filled with challenges.
So most important thing is to be thankfuland move forward, cause we all know we can't take back time. Spend your time wisely, think maturely, do whatever it takes to guarantee a better future, don't waste your years looking for popularity, the 15 minutes of fame, trying to dress fashionably or even stalk those teens yang 'market'.
Spend it praying to god, ask for forgiveness, do good to your old folks, or just don't be bitch. I will try too. I'm also far from being at my best, and I also make tons of mistakes, but I'll try to correct them. :)
I genuinely hope and pray to Allah s.w.t that my grandparents will be fine. They both are sick, my grandmother has dementia, she forgets almost everything, even my name, but she remembers clearly on her solat & ibadat. She almost burnt down her own house a couple of times, but she's the sweetest. My grandfather is on the verge of getting dialysis, he already had minor heart failure. He doesn't want to discipline himself, unfortunately. Worse is that they don't want to live with me and my family. My family & I always look after them, I don't mind taking on the responsibility, without them, I would't be here.
Either ways, I'm not losing faith, I know things might get better, til then I'll just pray
I really miss my cousins Dania and Yasmin. They moved to New Zealand a while back.
Whenever they're in Spore, it's hard to meet up cause of idk. everything. Here's some pictures of them :) Gorgeous right?
Dania is the elder one, who's taller, and you can guess which one's Yamin right? haha :)